cranky pants

i am in a shitty mood this morning. i was having these screwed up dreams in which i was being hunted by the police / various government agencies, and it was one of those nights where you'd pull yourself awake out of a bad dream and fall back to sleep only to resume it, or to have another equally bad one.

i'm pissed off at the world and pissed of at myself and pissed off at everything in between.

i'm pissed off at fucking george bush for throwing himself a fucking forty fucking million dollar party when half the world was swept away by tragedy less than a month ago, when mostly innocent men and women are loosing their lives in his stupid war, when there are god knows how many children in the us going without a decent education, decent healthcare, or a decent fucking meal today. i'm pissed off at americans (yes i know not all of you voted for bush. but enough of you did) for voting this fucker in.

i'm pissed off at the NHL Players association, and at the team owners, for cancelling fucking hockey. you guys make enough god damned money. get over yourselves - it's a fucking game.

i'm pissed off at people like this woman who is so fucking arrogant as to believe that corporations and/or people in other companies shouldn't harbour/promote anti-american sentiments. so don't eat at subway. OH NO- they are advertising a pretty decent criticism of american culture and asking a very legitimate question - why are so many americans fat? tell ya what - go get the fucking 'apprentice burger' from bk and suck up all the calories and fat from the comfort of your naugahyde lazyboy. never mind what it's gonna cost your body and your health insurance.

i'm pissed off at people like mr m who is writing away to oakley 'cause the arm on his ten year old sunglasses broke and he wants to see if he can get another pair for free. fuck you, you self-indulgent yuppie. the more that people who CAN afford things scam their way into free stuff, the less likely companies are to give shit to people who can't. dip into your 130k salary and spend the 140bucks for christ's sake. and that goes double for fucking donald trump, who gets 1.5 million dollar wedding rings for fucking free. you know where that money should have been spent? see my previous discussion of healthcare, food, and education for fucking children. they deserve it. you don't.

anyway... if you see me on the street today, depending on your strength of character, either steer clear or put your arm around me and take me somewhere quiet and feed me something comforting - preferably chocolate.