more song lyrics

i think the only person who 'gets' what the lyrics to digital bath do to me is rori.
i can fall in and out of love between the beginning and the end of the song. it makes me feel so hopeful and so alone all at the same time. have i written about this before? i have the lyrics printed off on a piece of paper by my desk - sometimes i look at them and they make me want to cry, but sometimes i look at them and they make me feel exactly the opposite.

you move like I want to
to see like your eyes do
we are downstairs where
no one can see
new life break away
tonight I feel like more
tonight I
you make the water warm
you taste foreign
and I know you can see
the cord break away
cause tonight I feel like more
tonight I feel like more
tonight I feel
feel like more
you breathed
then you stopped
I breathed then dried you off
and tonight
I feel like more
tonight

i can put myself in the song. i can see myself in that room, feeling those things, invoking those feelings in someone else. i lose myself in words so easily.. that summer i almost lost it all i read three novels a day... i let the words wash over me... i put myself in the feelings of the people in the books, in the poems, in the songs. it's like a drug. the sensations are real, but so artificial. even now i read and read and read and lose myself in the characters and the settings and the stories...